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well basically shits been weird again lately, and its left me thinking about alot, and well to make things short, i think the first change im gonna make about anything is im thinking about quitting smoking. so ya i guess. i'll probly get shit about it from people, but if it happens then fuck them they;ll have to deal with it, i dont care anymore, ive gotten to beyond the point of caring what people tell me anymore cause nobody ever cares or listens to anything i say. so fuck it. i was told recently by a good friend, dont worry about what other people say and live your own life basically. so once again, fuck it, thank you for listening to my bullshit, and goodnight
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[21 Sep 2005|09:44pm] |
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hey, everyone, i just wanted to say sorry to anyone who ive been a dick to in the past few weeks. school i spissing me off and some people at times are pissing me off and ive been working all week wich doesnt help the matter, but thats no excuse, so again im sorry for making anybody angry or yelling at anyone.
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[14 Sep 2005|07:14pm] |
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ya i dont know why i just thought of this, but i havent commented in a while so i thought i would, even if its about something completely random. but anyways,... have you ever liked someone for a qhile, and you just cant seem to get over them? then you think they are staring to like you but then you see them with who they like, kissing or just like hanging all over eachother. ya its a shity feeling, and you all know that your jelous when that happens whether you want to be or not. but anyways, well ya, that really had nothing to do with anything, i just thought i'd share.
now to talk a little about school. all my classes are pretty easy.it used to be i just didnt want to go to class and it seemed like break and lunch were to short... now they are just to fucking long. break is basically the same actually, but lunch sucks balls, its so boring. there is nothing to do. i wish that instead of lunch i just had another break. because then i could just get school out of the way and not have to deal with it after i get back form lunch. its pretty lame, but ya. thats all i really gotta say about that, so, for now, goodbye.
-JAKE B
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[29 Aug 2005|08:12pm] |
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im really happy with my life right now, everything seems to be going ok. i ahve the best friends, and im starting out the schoolyear on a good note. is till feel like im missing something though, like i could be happier than i am right now. that if there was just that one last little thing, everything would be perfect. the problem is, i dont know what that thing is.well anyways. everybody who i havent hung out with in a while needs to call me or talk to me or somehting. cause there are some people i miss. anyways
cell: 933-6114
house: 722-6007
peace and love
-JAKE B
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[17 Aug 2005|11:56pm] |
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well here we go again... four day left of summer. i gotta say this had been one of the best summers... no probly the best summer ive ever had. i had so much fun. everything i did and everywhere i went, it was awesome. from rolling a car off a cliff to swimming in the red tide at night. everything. now for my fellow school mates. summers just about over, so lets makes these last four days kick as much ass as we can. i also wanna say thanks to all my friends who made this summer so bitchen. mostly who i know as "the crew" orion, tristan, tyler, kyle, joey, squidly (lizzy), estaban, and nathan. well anyways, im sorry for those going back to school with me, but let me tell you, we'll make this year a fun one. i shoudl probly get going now, so i'll talk to everyone later.
-JAKE B
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[01 Aug 2005|07:06pm] |
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fuck it you know. shit happens and thats the way it is. you cant change whats meant to be. so why do i still feel this way, hell i dont know. i'll wait it through. see what happens. everything will be ok. i know it will. it always is. and if it isnt then well, it was nice knowing everyone. you may be thinking at this point what the hell is he talking about. well for one everyone is sad sometimes. two they dont always know why. and three probly the only person that would understand everything that is being said is me. maybe a friend or two that know me better than anyone else in the world.
some people think its over, but your still going strong, thats the way to always be. dont give in. dont give up. be you, be yourself and fuck everybody who tells you differently. do what you want. dont let people try and control your life. live life to the fullest and dont take anybodys shit
and this, this being how i feel. i miss it. i miss having somebody. ya i feel lonely, but what can i do. only take my own advise and keep going. but it still hurts. more times have i lost than found. more times have i not seen what was right in front of me. so how many times can i fuck up? well lets wait and see. i already got what about like 5 times. ya but four of them meant nothing. i fucked myself over one good time and im sorry now. i realize what i want and what i need. so im a little late. im not in the picture anymore and i need to move on. maybe i'll be lucky enough and find whos right for me soon. i hope anyway. well im done wasting your time with my mindless nonsence and my sad stories and brokenness. im done now. i'll see you all when the time comes. and when the time is right i'll be back in action and the JAKE B you all know will come back.
i love everyone who loves me
"you stay classy... world"
-JAKE B
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[29 Jul 2005|02:51pm] |
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ok, so thursday morning, about 4:30 ish, me, orion, kyle, tyler, and joey all decide to go along to take lizzy home. after we drop her off we go jump lemon street twice. the secon time orions head smashed into my mouth but it wasnt that bad so i thought nothing of it. but then spur the moment kyle decides to drive out to sloane canyon (a really long dirt road that leads to nowhere). we get to the end of it fine and start to head back. kyle is driving about 40 around a turn, hits a little bump, cranks the wheels and locks on the brakes and we go sliding towards a small cliff only to find ourselves rolling down it moments later. i was really sure what happened and didnt know we were upsidedown untill i took off me seat belt and fell onto my head. kyle didnt know either and tried to put his keys in his pocket but the fell to the roof and he lost them. then i realize that orion wasnt wearing a seat belt. and hes just kinda laying on the roof. we all climb out as quick as we can cause we werent sure what happened and as soon as we get out of the car, joey has got the camera in hand taking pictures of it and kyle standing in front of it smiling. hahaha, within minutes we were all busting up laughing. the only thing that happened to anyone was we all (besides orion) got cut by broken glass. orion ironically was the least hurt and he didnt have a seatbelt on. anyways. we decide to start walking because we dont have service on our phones and its about 5:30 ish in the morning. so we start walking and it gets lighter and lighter out. finally some lady is randomly driving by, we try to stop her to see if she will give us a ride and she just smiles wave and just keeps driving by. we were all so pissed. finally we have been walking for about 2 or 3 miles and we finally get ahold of somebody thats awake. one of kyles friends and he comes and picks us up. we drove back out to the overturned 4-runner and get all of the things kyle actually needed out of it. then we get drivin back to tristans house where we started out from and everyone is basically still passed out. anyways, that was my most insane story of the summer (so far anyway) when i get pictures of the car i will post them on here, joey and kyle have all the pics right now though. anyways, glad to be alive and i will talk to everyone later.
-JAKE B
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[07 Jul 2005|12:53pm] |
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ya just thought id let everyone know that im back from hawaii and i had a really good time. yep, well talk to everyone later
-JAKE B
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[27 Jun 2005|10:01pm] |
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ya, um so im going to hawaii tomorrow... tomorrow being june 28th. a tuesday. and im coming back on july 5th, not sure what day that is so it doesnt matter. but if you wouls like to call me or text message me my cell number is 933-6114. because i know that i will be bored at times in hawaii. or on the plane. anyways, i'll be back in about a week, so i'll talk to everyone then. peace and love
-JAKE B
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[26 Jun 2005|03:28pm] |
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just got back from orions house. and i gotta say im pretty much bored out of my mind now. Time keeps going by, and im getting more bored. Really though, I've been doin some thinking since i got home. Sometimes its good to do that. Thinking about it, i probly shouldnt say what im thinking because somebody might read this, so thats all im gonna say about that. And that some things just dont turn out the way you were hoping the would. anyways i should get going. Now, if you wanna know what this is about talk to me but other than that im out of here for now. have a nice day.
-JAKE B
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[12 Jun 2005|07:02pm] |
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so pretty much, i decided that my summer started on thursday after school, i hung out with tristan, lizzy, and kyle for quite a while, and then we went and got orion, hung out longer, dropped off tristan and lizzy and then went back to orions for the night. so pretty much since then ive been hanging out wqith orion and kyle, i got home earlier today from kyles house with orion, then orions dad came and picked him up, but pretty much, what im trying to say is, my summer so far, even though its only been a few days, has kicked ass. i really couldnt be happier. hopefully all of my summer wil;l be like this. well you know im always lookuing for something to do so if you want to hang out, just call me, you should know my number by now, but if not, here it is once again 722-6007(house) 933-6114(cell)
well, i'll see you all later
-JAKE B
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[04 Jun 2005|03:37pm] |
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i think im about ready to freak out, one last week of school aka "FINALS". fucking hell. im so fucking done with school, only four more god damn days. alright well, lets start making plans for the summer, if you wanna hang out, call me, cause i mean, its summer, and i can drive, YES!!!, haha ya just call
722-6007 (house)
933-6114 (cell)
-JAKE B
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[07 May 2005|07:16pm] |
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i think some people are forgetting that i have a car and a license... CALL ME ALREADY!!! hehe
722-6007 is my house, since im normaly home since nobody calls me
but 933-6114 is my cell, so when im not home, call my cell
thanks everybody for your time
-JAKE B
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[04 Apr 2005|09:29pm] |
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well hello, im just writing to let everybody know that ive decided to quit smoking. i know i never smoked all that much, but still i did. smoking has just turned into a trend that i really didnt want to be a follower of. not to put down any of my friends or anybody else who smokes of course. but i mean i just really dont want to take the chance of ending up like an idiot stoner that has no brain and who is always high. again not to put down anyone who may read this. it got to the point though where i was starting to go to parties and getting high (not alot, but a few) or leave with friends for like an hour or so to get high, and thats just not the person i want to be. my brother found out that i smoked a while ago and honestly, i didnt care at the time, but i can see now that it really bothered him to see me turning into to so many of his friends that he had lost. and im not saying im quiting cause of him, cause im not, hes just part of the reason, i know eventually my parents would have found out, and i didnt want that, i already did one thing that i thought they would never talk to me again after it happened, i didnt want it to happen again. i dont need weed to be happy, and i dont need it to get me through the day. i know people who are going through way worse than i ever will that dont touch drugs, or anything. and one person ive grown to become good friends with most of all. i know im making this sound alot more dramatic than it is, but im just letting you all know my reasons. and once again, i love all of my friends and none of this was meant to offend you in any way, i respect whatever any of you decide to do.
thanks for taking the time to read this if you made it this far
-JAKE B
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[30 Mar 2005|01:05pm] |
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hey everyone, if you wanna hang out, lets do it, cause now i got a car, a full tank of gas, and my license, ya thats right, my license, so call me if you wanna do something 722-6007, or my cell if im not home 933-6114 awesome
-JAKE B
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[25 Mar 2005|05:44pm] |
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( NO SHIT!? )
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[21 Mar 2005|07:55pm] |
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im not sur what to think right now. ive got some weird and mixed feeling going on right now. i dont know, oh well it'll probly pass like it usualy does, i cant keep my mind or feelings set on one thing, oh well. um ya so i kinda dont really know what im talking about, i just decided to update my journal and thats the only thing thats on my mind right now. you all know my number so give me a call, and if you dont know it, here it is again
722-6007
awesome
-JAKE B
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[16 Feb 2005|03:52pm] |
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if i said that i liked somebody again... would that make me a sell out, trendy, or just a hypocrite? im not saying any of those things are bad, i was wondering what everyone else thinks, so ya let me know what you think i am. thanks, peace out
-JAKE B
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